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Journal Entry: Mon Apr 7, 2008, 2:21 PM
100 Art Challange
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1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation
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100 Art Challange

  • Mood: Sadness

long story

Journal Entry: Mon Mar 31, 2008, 10:23 AM
short
Life is pretty crappy right now. I thought i knew what love was but now its all slipping away. I seem to have no true friends, exceptions Vikee and Matt, but... no one really tries to keep in contact with me, at least, not intentionally.
I'm submitting some old art because it never got posted. And some new art because well, yeah... its new...

  • Mood: Sadness

all about to change

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 13, 2008, 11:22 AM
Alright.
there have been a few words passed my way of late. And you know what, if people seem to think these words define me, then I will have to adjust myself so that they can really see, what i would be like if they were true.

I am going to change everything about myself to form these words that define me:
>Bitch (I'm really not that big of one, but now i will be)
>Anorexic
>Creep
>Stalker
>Slut
>Someone with such low self estiem that i purpously try to ruin peoples lives
>Dumb
>Synical
the list goes on like this. Now, those of you who truly know me, i'm sorry, but since this is who others think i am, i might as well make them right.
I'm going to become anorexic, perhaps that will help me become a bit of a slut. I'll be a true bitch and god save anyone who dare think i'm wrong because i will not drop the issue and WILL be right. I'll be a stalker, thus being a creep. I'll step into everyones life and fuck it up for them because i feel down and need to laugh at someone elses misaries. I'll be synical. when i hear that someone has died, better believe i'll make a flash of what i think happened post it all over the internet and laugh my ass off. When a kitten gets hit by a car i'll curse the fact that i left my camera at home.

Now, this overall, is a warning to anyone who doesn't want to see this "true" me. If per chance you want the me i thought i was, might want to let me know, otherwise if you speak to me, i might just use you as a target for my bitchy self. -.-" And, this is the only apology any of you are getting since i will not be able to complehend the word as a dumb bitch.

I'm sorry, i truly am but this is what i am suppose to be acording to some people. and i don't want to lie to them.

  • Mood: Sadness