Apparently I could go into laybor any day any moment now. I'm both consumed with fear and love. I cannot wait to hold Danté in my arms for the first time. Can't wait to see him smile up at me or even see him smile at his daddy. Phil isn't ready for this... I can tell. But I still have faith he will do all he can to raise Danté well. I just hope that my dreams do not come true, that i live through the pregnancy to grow old with my little boy. Time is going to fly, its not about me anymore, not that i ever lived for myself to start with, but now my focus will be to earn money so we can move into a home, hopefully within two years. I love my mom and dad, but i can't see living with them and a child, it feels wrong. They have already raised three kids of their own, they have no obligation to help me raise mine.
I plan to put up pictures and more art, i really do, its all a matter of scanning and uploading through the annoing complexity that is the new DA.